My insides hurt.
Outside, I\’m calm.
Smile on my face,
Sweat in my palms.
It sit with it,
All day all night.
But once it hits,
I\’m too weak to fight.
My heart pounds on silence.
My insides get so violent.
I want to clench my chest,
Just give my heart some rest.
I feel like puking,
Just blurt everything out!
Every word I think,
Is answered with a doubt.
Who do I go to?
What do I say?
How can I let someone know,
I\’m not okay.
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